[01 Jan 2005|12:10am] I dont know what 2005 holds for us but you all better watch out love you all -breaking all silence- -6 post comment

[31 Dec 2004|07:32pm] [ music | as i lay dying-forever ] Since everyone seems to be doing this, i will also. im just going to make a list of things i liked, and things i didnt like. -----------------------------likes------------------------------------- This year i enjoyed that i was in 10th grade and not in 9th -i have grown up a lot -decided that i shouldnt let myself get down on things that are completley stupid. -learned to speak my mind, i dont give a shit about what i say about anyone anymore, half the times its true. -learned that the more incompasstionate i am at dealing with things, the easier it is to get over it. -barley had any girlfriends, and im glad, no problems. -got a job -EXPANDED MY TASTE IN MUSIC, LEAVING THE OLD STUFF BEHIND. METAL/HARDCORE MUSIC IS MY LIFE. -played in a band for about half a year. 2004 always remember FORTHEFEW -started a new band, BREAKING ALL SILENCE. -became really good friends with brandon/brandon/alex/molly. -playing some local shows with for the few. -getting my drumset -got decent at drums -learned that the school band is a joke, and i need to drop out of it. -getting a cell phone ----------------------------------------------------dislikes-- -fighting with justin and brandon a lot. the other people i got into a fight with i really dont care, nor do i care about you. -justin quitting the band, even though its probably for the best. -not meeting any new friends that actually turned out to by best friends. -having any form of relationship with certain people who all they do is complain on how people talk about them. there really isnt any dislikes goodbye 2004 post comment

[30 Dec 2004|11:35pm] Everyone pick two bands that they listen to when your angry, or just want to release energy, and tell why. 1.Bleeding Through-Because i can almost mask my voice to sound like the singers and the music is just crazy. 2.As I Lay Dying-because its always upbeat music with a good drummer. -6 post comment

[28 Dec 2004|06:03pm] oh and 1 more i want to jump off a bridge, survive, then get hit by a car, survive, and the fall off a cliff and survive, then drink a lot as a celebration. for some reason, that seems really fun hahahaha im bored -7 post comment

[28 Dec 2004|05:59pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | underoath-cries of the past ] Here is my list of things i wish i could do during the rest of the break. 1.get into a really big fight. 2.meet new girls, girls who arent messed up, peferable medium height blonde haired girls that like heavy music. 3.dye my hair black and red. 4.watch scary movies with a girl. 5.buy a portable dvd player. 6.not go back to school. -1 post comment

[25 Dec 2004|11:59pm] Christmas today it was fun Got my DW double pedal. thats all i wanted from my family brother gave me best buy gift card then i got 200 from the rest of my family at my aunts, and some gas cards and nice stuff, man im lucky. so nothing is really new, Breaking All Silence is turning out really sweet, cant wait to get bass player/shows. thats all cya -1 post comment

[22 Dec 2004|11:37am] [ mood | content ] [ music | As I Lay Dying-Elegy ] So I haven't written in about a month, not like its important. Last Saturday stayed the nights at Ashleys/Matts it was really really fun Sunday wasnt important Monday we had band practice, without justin, he quit. SO IF ANYONE IS LOOKING TO PLAY BASS IN A BAND THAT LIKES NORMA JEAN, THE BLED, POISON THE WELL, ATREYU, THAT TYPE OF MUSIC, CONTACT ME AT xelegyforafriend, BRANDON AT some1islost. Thank you Tuesday band practice with brandon 2, it was fun as hell, then hung out with the bros, played a game that shocked you, didnt like that watched a little of dawn of the dead, haha brandon thought when you kill people in movies, they really kill them. then took brandon home, hung out wiht alex, painted stuff, then took him home. Today not much going on Funeral for Mr Paul Shelton. RIP.You will be greatly missed by all. hopefully going to the show tonight, i gotta see. tommorow work friday christmas eve saturday christmas joy i fall for you -6 post comment

[28 Nov 2004|01:41am] So its kinda late in the night, and i have to go to church early tommorow. ok. Havent updated in about 25 days or something i dont remember. I finally got windows XP onto my computer which is good for sole privacy purposes and not having to log off AAIM everytime. Thanksgiving Parade was kinda fun, kinda cold.. nothing new latley.. really really hot new girl at work, and shes my age, ahh work is grand. -1 post comment

[28 Oct 2004|10:48pm] MY BIRTHDAY PARTY TOMMOROW I CANT REMEMBER WHO I INVTIED SINCE I ADDED LIKE 10 SO IM FIGURING 30, AND IF YOU SICK, TELL ME PLEASE 30080 MERRICK MAPQUEST IT CELL 1-586-703-7721 HOME 573 0825 7-11 PLEASE TELL ME IF YOU NEED SOME INFORMATION -1 post comment

[25 Oct 2004|09:52pm] so i need more people responding if your comming to my party here are the people that are brandon, dennis, alex, justin, chris, dennis, matt, sarah, biaohua, mooly, matt, maybe ashley, maybe taylor, carolyn, stephanie, maybe natalie, brad, sam -5 post comment

[25 Oct 2004|05:54pm] [ music | the chiodos bros ] I never realized how important the band really was to me. Everytime there is a problem, making music is fun. This is a lesson I learned, and still am..... Not everyone is going to like us, and people have their opinions, and you should never take for granted the band or the fan base you might hold. Everyone needs to respect everyones opinions. Me and Brandon fought today, it was the sweetest thing I have done in a while. SS lyrics are on the previous entry. -2 post comment

[25 Oct 2004|02:57pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | ss ] -ss-lyrics-here they are we're all dead (in our graves) but you're just gone (without a trace) we ask around (to strangers without faces) but they dont know (they dont know) now say hello to these new begginings lost with new hope, and these new fears cremate the old feelings and throw the ashes down memory lane and wipe away the bleedings and forget the constant pains I miss you (so damn much) where are you? (you're out of my sight) we ask around (to stangers without faces) but they dont know (they dont know) so goodbye quiet nights throw away the ashes and the lights throw away the embers and the fights and scream, until the morning comes. (till the morning comes) we couldnt be saved by your old lies we couldnt be saved by your old excuses you couldnt save us when everything seemed so perfect (you're not perfect, you're just like me) you couldnt save us when everything seemed ok so goodbye quiet nights throw away the ashes and the lights throw away the embers and the fights and scream, until the morning comes. (till the morning comes) schools gay i debated with a black girl brandons over show the 13th be there. knights of columbus warren 9 mile thanks -1 post comment

[23 Oct 2004|11:39pm] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | Norma Jean ] So, today being a Saturday I dont work, nor do I ever. The morning sucked. I went to church and after went out to eat at friars with my dad. came home and worked on some stuff, like the new backround in my journal. talked stuff out and talked to people Birthday party on the 29, please respond if your comming it will be from 7-11 and it will be outside with a big bonfire and for the few will be playing. the list of people who i invited. justin,brandon,alex,brandon,natalie,sarah,matt,matt,chris,marissa,mooly,greg,dennis,taylor,ashley,carolyn,stephanie,biaohua,kayla,casey, vince If i forgot, sorry. Comment, i can only have 20 some people. -6 post comment

[21 Oct 2004|05:33pm] www.purevolume.com/therealforthefew comment what you think Project todays and stuff, birthday soon, car soon, birthday party soon, halloween soon, girlfriend, not soon. -10 post comment

Birthday Party [18 Oct 2004|10:16pm] So to all my friends who are going to the CIS show, or the halloween dance, that is the day of my birthday party, MIND you, im turning 16, so i have a friends list set, and whatever if you dont come you dont come. but you can always see cis or go to a dance another time, i only turn 16 once, thanks. -7 post comment

[11 Oct 2004|09:56pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | K. West ] Today. was boring, then good school was same i love movies After school i was planning on doing nothing but brandons like im comming home with you, so i was like ok we got back jammed went to 7-11 and then i yelled at a car he stopped got out and told me to over to him (yelled) we biked as fast as we could away. (the highlight of my day) got back dennis showed up hung out, it was pretty fun, jammed, listen to The Bled and FBTMOF and stuff, then dennis left i broke my snare head went outside had a fire, played with army men, london bridges fell down today, it was great, and then dennis came back listened to more music waited for my mom went to guitar center and bought a new head yupp i love you bye -2 post comment

[10 Oct 2004|08:54pm] [ mood | uhhhh ] [ music | the bled ] Yesterday was not the night I was anticipating, but yet it was pretty good. I went to justins, we went on the computer, burned dvd and shit, watched eighteen visions doc. then went to subway. came to my house and ate. Carolyn and Stephanie showed up, then Brandon and Alex, i wanted to play my drums so i did. yeah ok. Went to kennys, no marshmellows, then 711, no marshmellows. assholes came back biaohua came fire inside talked guitar bass music yeah girls left biaohua left we screwed around with masks, talked to rudi and casey, and yeah fun fun, scared a car with my mask, talked to lori, and stuff. came back people left. Today went to church friars best buy jo ann fabrics bought halloween stuff decorated my drumset (by the way, its awesome) and oh sarah called last night crying talked to her today nothing is resolved, i still stand by my decisions then fixed up my hoodie just ask to see it ftf yeah homework music and uhhh cant type anymore, leave comments filled with lovliness, because i hate you all, so try to get me to unhate you. ok bye thanks i love you, ok haha no.. id ontknow -6 post comment

[03 Oct 2004|12:58pm] Here is my appology and my away letter to you. Sarah-1. I do appologize for the harsh words I told you on the phone, I was pissed and I said some bad things. I didnt mean half of them but I did say some words I meant. We have been through a lot, but the road stops here from now, regardless if you care last night, having you laugh at me because of it shows your completely inconsiderate of how I felt and I dont think I can talk to you on the level that I talk to other people, your not understanding. 2.I dont know how you could talk to me on the phone everyday and tell me everything you have ever said. You are a liar and I do not want any parts in your lies anymore. 3. I dont want to talk to you much anymore, all it does is lead to problems and i think its better off this way. -the sad thing, we were never going out, but we had a certain friendship that I dont have with a lot of people and to throw it out is for the best because everything I hear you do makes me sick.- 4. I would not have gotten mad if you didnt lie to me and come out straight foward, you know how I am, sure i would have got mad but when have I never forgave you? This goes out to Nate and Sarah, You guys can be happy with each other, I really dont care, but the fact that you had to lie about it, and cross my back was wrong. Nate you knew I liked her, and you making out with her and rubbing her and what not is wrong. When you knew I liked her, and you knew how upset I would get, I guess it means nothing to the both of you. 5. Maybe I will see you around sarah. I am not taking back the -hatred i felt last night-calling you a whore-and saying i never want to talk to you again, because its bullshit and i dont need a friendship with you. EVERYONE WHO WARNED ME ABOUT HER, THANK YOU BECAUSE THE FACT THAT I SHOWED STUBBORNESS AND STUCK UP FOR HER WAS THE WORST MISTAKE I HAVE MADE. THank you Vella, Dont comment. -10 post comment

[01 Oct 2004|04:37pm] Ok so things have been sweet. I love seeing Sarah before first hour, you know shes my best friend, duhhh. 1st hour is sweet. wouldnt change a thing 2nd hour is my favorite, i love ms. munck (sp) and having brandon in the class 3rd hour is funny 4th hour is fun and funny SHADEAR!!! Lunch is great, Lisa Nate Kim Beasly Andy Ahh all great people, anndddddd Sarah but she has detention with the best teacher in the world 5th hour owns 6th hour sucks, not a lot of friends, and the teacher is wack. After school today was fun, hung out with sarah and jen it was great im out bye -1 post comment

[25 Sep 2004|11:50pm] Three times in a row, I have watched you fall apart Like the leaves in the autumn and like the fire in my heart Too hard to imagine what you must be going through but its the same here, everything is alike too many times have I watched the sky fall and all the nights have been taken away by everything we hate the lights have dimmed and the and the people you love crash into the wall tearing apart with every word you said that you never meant but you tried to tell us that you were just lying The pictures have been burned and all i remember is nothing i fell into the fire another time now and you were there too see me to it and i dont know what the meaning of this is but i tried to tell you once before that everything i do is for you to understand what i feel and the things that we have been through and the future seems so black but i know there is light so take my hand and light my path because im so safe when im with you Too hard to imagine what you must be going through but its the same here, everything is alike too many times have I watched the sky fall and all the nights have been taken away by everything we hate the lights have dimmed and the and the people you love crash into the wall tearing apart with every word you said that you never meant but you tried to tell us that you were just lying I will watch everything crash down like it was prophicized and ill read the words that everyone wrote and all the predictions in the world couldnt lead me to this one all the hymns are being sung and the scripture is being spoken im standing here shit out of luck with nothing to grab onto but you pen that you used to write me letter in when we were young and now the time has come when we throw out our past because we are 15 years older and the decisions we make will be tossed out because everything has meant nothing but in the period of nothing, it meant everything. Im a little soft spoken today, thought id write. recording today, it was great ss almost done -9 post comment

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